You were never ment for ordinary

you were never meant  

for ordinary  

not the small talk  

not the bare minimum  

not the “wyd” at 11:47pm  

you don’t crave attention  

you crave alignment  

depth  

consistency  

energy that matches yours  

without you having to shrink to fit it  

and that’s why  

a lot of things don’t excite you  

it’s not that you’re difficult  

or asking for too much  

it’s just that  

you can feel the difference  

between real  

and convenient  

between effort  

and habit  

between someone who wants you  

and someone who just  

doesn’t want to be alone  

your intuition?  

it be real picky  

it don’t get butterflies  

for potential  

it don’t romanticize confusion  

it gets quiet  

it observes  

and when something ain’t it?  

it turns cold  

so no  

you’re not “too much”  

you’re just not impressed  

by ordinary  

and honestly?  

you were never supposed to be